Ever since I was a teen, I came to accept the fact that I'll be a lonely cat lady for the rest of my life and I'll never have a loving friendship or relationship so I spent a lot of time trying to adapt to being single and learning how to love myself as a single women- but it's making me miserable. In fact, I don't even care about my appearance anymore because I don't have a partner to tell me I'm beautiful and after losing my job, I basically stopped leaving the house. I don't have any friends either.
I spent so much time trying to adapt to being single and the importance of self love but I don't see it.
So I guess I need some advice on how to love being single and friendless even though I hate being in this position.